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O.M.F.G Aug. 28th, 2008 @ 01:17 pm
I am still alive on this. My avatar is still from when I was probably like 18. HAHA.

So what has been up? Well my lil girl is a year and 4 months already. Time sure does fly by. I still don't have a wedding date but hopefully soon.

I'm graduating in December from UL. Better.

I no longer work on Geek Squad. I now work for Enterprise Data Concepts (EDC). www.edcnow.com
You can check me out on that websitez.

I miss this thing alot. It's been FOREVER. I'm on a break from class right now so that's why I'm randomly writing something. I don't have anything else to do and Ariana came over last night and so reminded me of this silly thing called a blog.

Hopefully I will be able to keep up with this but my life is always so chaotic.

I have missed you though, lj.

Alone Oct. 29th, 2007 @ 01:18 pm
sometimes I wish someone understand me but I sit on campus like a ghost

Alive Oct. 4th, 2007 @ 11:17 am
I must say.......

The.End.Has.Come Sep. 24th, 2006 @ 05:02 pm
I have finally made a new journal. This journal has come to it's end because there is a new beginning in my life.

This journal has mostly been opened to public but my new one will be friends only. If you would like to add me, you guys can, who are already my friends.

Goodbye, RoadRunnerReeka.

Here is my new journal.

LifeIsNotForMe

Much.like.Everyone Sep. 22nd, 2006 @ 07:18 am
I feel like I need to get me a new journal. I need to get over this phase in my life and realize that change does happen.

Humans are so afraid of change and it's apart of my nature to be afraid.

Mostly, there is big change in my life and with that I shall create a new name for myself...when that happens, I will post it and whoever wants to add me, may.
Other entries
» Homework.Is.For.Smart.People
I was Bored Too!Collapse )
» Sorry.It's.Been.So.Long
I don't really write much of a journal anymore.

It's hard to keep up when you don't ever feel the need to write anything down because nothing really seems important anymore.

The only thing good in the best month is I made an A in Calculus. Yay?

So I'm going on Vacation with Dustin and his family on Thursday-Sunday to Dallas. I'm kind of anxious about the whole thing. I definitely need to get back on Paxil starting tomorrow. Although, it won't even be in my system but at least I could lie to myself like I usually do with everything in my life to make myself think it is working fine.

Something strange happened to me during the week. I was in line at Burger King, I ordered my food, I went to the window to pay and the BK lady tells me how the lady in front of me paid already. I have absolutely no idea who she even was. I guess she was being kind. I guess it's kind of like a pay it forward sort of thing. It kind of brighten my day. I don't know. It just made me feel good in a different way than usual.

Dustin and I have been good. I don't really talk about us much because not many people give a fuck. Plus, it's obvious we're good if we're still happy together.

Counting Crows in just a month or so. I can't wait.

311 a week before Counting Crows. That should be fun.

My job has been having ups and downs, but that's life. Everything has ups and downs. I'm just tired of everything being down lately. It's kind of depressing.

Also, is it wrong to be offended by a "stupid" remark from a co-worker? Maybe I'm just being a little bitch about it, but it's something that kind of bothers me. I already have low self esteem. Oh well. My life sucks anyway so what would it change? My life would still be a big piece of shit, rather than a bigger piece of shit.

Fuck it all. That's just it. Fuck it.

"Now I'm lying on the table
with everything you said
keep that in mind the way that it felt
when the most I could do was to just blame myself

when the most I could do was to just blame myself
and I know you know, everything
I know you didn't mean it
I know you didn't mean it"~Taking Back Sunday
» This.Is.Just.Because
I don't say this enough to one of the coolest and most fun person in my life. She's been there for me always. She's always been able to hear me out and listen to me and she's always kept her own opinions about everything. She can always take my stabs of mean insults and my stupid jokes.

She's just been a very supportive friend and I don't think I tell her enough that she's great.

Ariana.

I love you kid. Since I've met you, we've had nothing but fun times together and you've always listened to me and been there for me. You know I will always be here for you and if you ever need anything, call me.

You are a special person and so fun to be around. I'm thankful that I've met you. I wish I could say the same about some people, but not everyone is as great as you.

Ari, thank you so much for being in my life.

I love you always.

<3 Reeka
» New.Music.Always.Changes.Moods
This new Counting Crows Live Album is blowing my mind.

I love it. Adam Duritz is such an amazing singer. I can't wait to see the guys in September at the Woodlands in Texas.

It's going to be one of the greatest moments in my life with two people I love so dearly. My wonderful brother and my loving boyfriend.

It's going to be a grand ol' time.

I wish everyone of my friends could enjoy this time with me. Because it'll be the greatest memories ever.
» Summer.
There hasn't been much of anything going on in my life besides the fact that I have to go to summer school and I'm still waiting to do my financial aid because some people have to get an atitude about doing it. I can't wait till I'm like 25 and I don't need to have my parents do my financial aid anymore. Whatever. Thinking about it all makes me sick.

There's been alot of doing nothing and alot of stressing. I have to take Calculus this summer and it's going to cost me 507. Yeah, one fucking class is 507. That's ridiculous. Some ass clown is getting paid well. But then again, I pay for bullshit things I don't even use, such as the parking situation. I don't park at cajun field so why the fuck do I have to pay for that gay ass place? Whatever. ULL = the gay.

Besides everything else shitty in my life, the best part is all my friends and my wonderful boyfriend that keeps me sane. I love you all.

I ended the semester with an A, B and a C. heh.
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